We lost Bindi Sunday morning, Oct 11. She passed in her sleep. I was not with her because I was in TX for a family union. I am so devastated and angry for not being there when she needed me the most. She started Saturday off normal but by dinner time she didn't want to eat, looking off in a dazed state. After 6am, Daddy fell asleep while laying next to her on the floor, woke up 2 hrs later to find that she was gone.

God has his reasons why I wasn't there when I so desperately wanted to be. At least, she wasn't alone and is now running pain free. Bindi fought a 2 year battle with pancreatitis and was diabetic. She was my world, my everything. Her time came. She will be greatly missed, but not forgotten.

Go play now, my sweet princess!  Mommy loves you.

"When tomorrow starts without me, don't think we're far apart.

For every time you think of me, I'm right here inside your heart."